Allah Knows by Zain Bikha

When you feel all alone in this world
And there is nobody to count your tears
Just remember, no matter where you are
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you carrying a monster load
And you wonder how far you can go
With every step on that road that you take
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS
No matter what, inside or out
There is one thing of which there�s no doubt
Allah knows
Allah knows
And whatever lies in the heavens and the earth
Every star in this whole universe
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you find that special someone
Feel your whole life has barely begun
You can walk on the moon, shout it to everyone
Allah knows
Allah knows

When you gaze with love in your eyes
Catch a glimpse of paradise
And you see your child take the first breath of life
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS

When you lose someone close to your heart
See your whole world fall apart
And you try to go on but it seems so hard
Allah knows
Allah knows

You see we all have a path to choose
Through the valleys and hills we go
With the ups and the downs, never fret never frown
Allah knows
Allah knows

CHORUS (x2)

BRIDGE:
Every grain of sand,
In every desert land, He knows.
Every shade of palm,
Every closed hand, He knows.
Every sparkling tear,
On every eyelash, He knows.
Every thought I have,
And every word I share, He knows.
Allah knows.

MALAYSIANS NOWADAYS

• BELIEF IN GOD
• LOYALTY TO KING AND COUNTRY
• THE SUPREMACY OF THE CONSTITUTION
• THE RULE OF LAW
• COURTESY AND MORALITY

(the principles in Rukun Negara)

Malaysia is a country that our leaders claimed as a peaceful and free whereby tolerance and acceptance are widely practiced here. Judging by eyes and news, foreigners might think Malaysia is a perfect country that beautifully located on the globe, outside the danger zone. However if they observe vividly, watch carefully and understand by heart magnificently they later will decipher the real situation that happen in Malaysia.

BELIEF IN GOD

What do we understand by belief in God.? As a muslim, I believe that in order to have belief in God, one’s has to be able to practice what Islam has taught us in term of every aspects and willing to apply the rules in every condition which totally guided by Al-Quran and As-Sunnah. It means that the way we live should be as what had been notified by Allah because we believe of sins and also rewards. However in Malaysia nowadays, I don’t see that, in fact muslims in Malaysia seem to go with the flow day by day ( I remind myself too). For example, just look at concerts and see how we are totally sunk by entertainments and dreams that Western has created for us.

LOYALTY TO KING AND COUNTRY

Loyalty for me is some appreciation that only the deserved can get only. Malaysia is a land that we Malaysians should really concern of. The bloodshed during the colonization years by our warriors is something that whole generation ought to remember forever. Where is the place we are going to stay and live harmoniously if not in our own motherland? We belong here. For king, I don’t want to highlight the issue. I let you to think.

THE SUPREMACY OF THE CONSTITUTION & THE RULE OF LAW

It actually different but I want to give my overall view of these two principles. The main question is how truly our constitution and law work in helping the nation’s to develop steadily without any corruption or mendacity portray by our HEADS especially. Does it being equally carried out to every people regardless of their positions in the country? Moreover, does the actions really being taken seriously or not. Just look at the unsolved case of Nurin Jazlin and many more that I believe we are all very aware of. Where is our unsung heroes that we used to proud of before?

COURTESY AD MORALITY

Does Malaysian really practice these attitudes everyday in life? Or we just apply these at certain extent and at certain people. We don’t have to go far but look at how the car drivers treat pedestrians at street and how students behave to their teachers. What happens to Malaysians nowadays is something for us to ponder and wonder. That is not a matter of the country, but the people.

PROBLEMS

Let’s call it a day. Today two emotions in me accumulate and bloom like mushrooms do after the rain. No, it actually 3. Happy+Sad+Relief which equal to self-reflection. It normal to have those feeling in a day, in fact some people have even more than one feeling a day. The worse is one, loneliness.

However that is not a matter on how we look at the problems but how we actually solve it. For example, you’ll look how the cook prepares the meal rather than to know what are the dishes he going to serve. It also applies in mathematics subject whereby teacher prefers to look on how their students solve the tasks given. That is also how God judges us.

Allah sends us difficulties in order to test our level of faith for him. For those who patient and pious, they will be hoisted another level higher while those who do not, they tend to make complains and comments out of their mouth and soon only Allah knows the best reward for them. So, no matter how big test we have , bare in mind that everything must be lesson to be learnt…learn by mistakes, be cool, improve, and move on..make sure we move smartly..Don’t say God we have big a problem but say, problem, I have a big God!!!!

DIPECAT

Hari ini adalah kali pertama aku menulis guna bahasa ibunda di dalam blog ni..Bukannya maksud ku untuk melupakan bahasa yang mendidik ku selama ini , tapi hanya ingin blogku dibaca oleh seantero manusia amnya termasuklah orang-orang asing yang mendalami bahasa Inggeris. Tidakkah indah jika hasil pemikiran kita dibaca oleh pelbagai manusia terutama sekali yang mempunyai niat dan tujuan hidup yang sama. Tetapi aku pasti, yang penting bukanlah bahasa yang menjadi percaturan pena, akan tetapi ketulusan hati dan jiwa penulis yang mampu merangkap kesinambungan antara pemikiran, pengalaman dan pengetahuan.

Hari ini aku di rumah, tidak seperti selalunya di IPTI. Cuti minggu ini aku habiskan 2 hari di baiti jannati kerana sedikit hak yang perlu aku tunaikan sebagai seorang anak dan adik bagi keluarga yang disayangi. Untuk adik2 usrahku, maaf kerana akak tidak dapat turut serta turun untuk aktiviti minggu ini.

Apa yang ingin aku kongsi adalah satu peristiwa di dalam kedai gunting rambut. Setelah sampai di Seremban, aku terus ke kedai Mara untuk membeli stokin2 yang makin pupus didalam almariku. Disana berlaku komunikasi antara diriku dan juga kakak di dalam kedai potong rambut.

Kakak : Cuaca sekarang panas kan?
Aku : Haah, panas, dekat johor dah ribut pun (berlaku pada hari isnin di IPTI)
Kakak : di n9 ni dah kena bala ni ?
Aku : (aku dalam keadaan agak terpana) bala apa?
Kakak : Tak tau ke mufti n9 dah kena pecat ?
Aku : Pecat?..Sheikh Murtadza bin Sheikh Ahmad kena pecat?

Ayat itu membuatkan aku hampir tersentak. Sesunggnya aku mengenali siapakah Syeikh Murtadza itu, keturunannya dan juda aktiviti dakwahnya. SEDIH?..aku sangat sedih bercampur marah. (mungkin aku tak perlu marah kerana mungkin cerita ini kurang sahih dan politik n9 memang selalu kotor sejak dari dulu lg. Tak perlu aku sebutkan nama yang disebut-sebut oleh kakak tersebut, namun cukup aku katakan bahawa aku amat tidak sangka). Akan tetapi jika benar, maka aku berasa sangat kecewa dengan kepincangan sistem politik dan kepimpinan negeri yang kucintai ini yang akhirnya menyebabkan tumbangnya seorang mufti yang amat dihormati ini. Siapa tidak kenal akan bakti keturunan Sheikh Murtadza ini kepada masyarakat. Bermula dari ayahnya, Allahyarham sheikh Ahmad, adiknya sheikh Faid, Muhsin, serta kelurga tirinya yang sangat membantu kepada peningkatan pendidikan dan tarbiyah Islam di negeri Sembilan ini. Selain itu, usaha dakwah beliau yang telah menerusuk jauh ke corok-corok kecil perkampungan desa yang jarang sekali dipandang oleh golongan atasan. Majlis zikir beliau yang sangat istiqomah setiap bulan dan sikapnya yang sangat tegas.

Arghh kenapa sangat pincangnya kesatuan Ummah kini. Dimana perginya golongan pencinta wali-wali Allah yang dimana jika mereka duduk beserta wali-wali Allah ini pasti tersebar juga berkat ke atas mereka. AINAL UMMAH??. Nampaknya kepulanganku di sini, disambut dengan satu isu yang sangat memeritkan untuk didengari baik di telinga ataupun di hati. Mungkin cuaca yang teruk kala ini membawa perkhabaran bahawa telah datangnya ingatan dan kemurkaan dari Allah kepada hamba-hambanya.

“YA ALLAH JAUHKAN KAMI DARI BALA dan JADIKANLAH KAMI HAMBA-HAMBMU YANG BERTAQWA DI DUNIA DAN DI AKHIRAT DAN JAUHKAN KAMI DARI FITNAH DUNIA DAN AKHIRAT. AMPUNKAN DOSA-DOSA KAMI YA ALLAH”..

Peristiwa di IPTI dan di n9 sudah cukup membuatkan aku gerun dengan keadaan manusia dan alam kini. Moga kita semua menjadi golongan yang berfikir dan bertaubat dan terpimpin hatinya kearah jalan yang diredhai ALLAH dunia dan akhirat. AMIN

ALHAMDULILLAH

Allah will always help HIS servants as long as HIS servants still help their brothers.

i just want to share my experience this week.everything that i do seems being helped by Allah. it started when PSIKO and SOSIO's test has been postponed to next week.i was glad because honest enough to confess that i haven't finish revise the chapters. then, the presentation part also. my group able to escape present the MLIE, PSIKO and CS this week but yet, i have to bear in mind that all of these leisure is an opportunity from Allah to make us appreciate the time given..if we still seems to forget,i afraid that i'll be the victim of circumstances then, and apart of negligent people..hope not..in a nutshell, i should be grateful and learn from lesson

READ

the clock almost reach at 2am and tomorrow i have 2 presentation to make. at one moment i feel sleepy but the radix coffee wake me up until now..yeah!!go hpa..this evening i went to angsana with my senior..it quite a long story but seems to make it short, lets has a brief info about the conversation..

the issue was suddenly uttered and for me it kinda a serious matter to be discussed. the issue actually about one famous case that happen nowadays..( i think no need to tell explicitly) just enough to say that i've found that her perspective and my family's perspective are different.. yeah, maybe she just 23 years old and not yet exposed by the contains and due to that i forgive her. it was a clash of ideologies among the points she stated (not elaborate). i was really uncomfortable and just remained silent.

What i learn is, reading is the most powerful tool to make you a step ahead compared to other people. IN ALL ASPECTS. it doesn't mean that i've read a lot, but just to say that if you can react and decote at least same contents as what public view about the topic(although some public not really understand) you will be among the best buddy to be talked with.. seriously, just try out one day with new friend and you will decipher my meaning..

as far as i alive, the person that i love to talk with is my mother....i believe you all too..

Intention that counts.

Assalamualaikum..tonight I kinda get a shock news come out by k. fisha. She came to my room about 11pm (not specifically jotted down) just to tell me about the info she promised to tell last Saturday. Besides visiting and looking me studying, she also saw my pictures attached at the board. Whatever it was, that is not the main purpose of me writing this. In return to the subject above, I m here to tell you what are the things she promised to say.

It started with her plan to separate the upm’s anak2 naqibah into one small group which might be conducted by kak wan. Yeah, kak wan, the lady who I used to message during first day of school asking where she has been posted. I still remember that texts. Ok, back to the main topic again of why this plan out of sudden tried to be carried out. According to kak fisha, it just a matter to let us being organized in a group of four, if I m not mistaken (maybe concentrating about our prospects and so on which I couldn’t bother at first). Then the conversation carried on about 5 minutes whereby lots of objections voiced by me. It did not mean I tried to interfere grown-ups’s business or challenge their opinion, but I just tried to be real me. I m not the one who simply to say yes while the gesture of my conscience and soul say no.

Honestly, I disputed a lot and somehow I thinked it a little bit hurt k. fisha although I saw her just keep on smiling watching me talking. After that, she just nodded and said that she would tell k.sofi and k.wan about my opinion. I don’t care what they want to say about me, but at least my responsibility to be truthful relieved. About 11.15pm, the conversation ended and she left my room with a pat at my back.

Suddenly, I felt unease about what I said. Yeah, this is my problem. Always regret after doing something. After thinking quite long (4 minutes only), I text kak fisha said that I have no problem with the idea. I felt sorry to kak fisha because being so bold just now. I wrote like this ;

“salam,k.fisha after fkir2 kan, I think I dunt mind la, asalkan it’s good for us. Everything mesti akan get used jugak at the end, I m alrite. Yg pentg intention, yeah. (smile).

Then she replied;

“Gud to hear that, iA we’ll plan the best that we can possibly think. Betul sangat, innamal a’malubin niat..(smile).

Then I realize, why I must reluctantly accept the new changes that come to me which I believe everything has been planned by God. We plan, but if Allah said so, I follow. He is the best decider I ever have. It just a matter of time. I might be missing k.fisha and my usrahmates but it is ok, because my real attention is to get knowledge especially in this field. May Allah bestows us with His blessing. Amin.